i was very ambitious and decided to make a big print .... as a treat for myself...
of course, i started with a concept, reference, photographs....
and then, one day, my intuition took over the entire process...
until i woke up the next day not realizing what i have done to my plate...
weeks and days have passed by, and i still do not understand why and how my plate turns out to be this way....
but that's not what bothers me....
while i am staring at it, something is totally missing... something that would give the entire print its meaning, its heart & soul...
but of course i do not know what is missing piece...
and then my dear friend told me this evening,
"maybe it is meant to be missing something"
have i been thinking too much? am i too thirsty to grab this whatever thing i am looking for?
empty-plain-white could be good....
but i cannot realize it right now because i have been sunken into a whole pile of randomness... surrendered with my own explosives.....anger...rage...bang!
where to find this empty-plain-white-boring 'ness'?
i want it so badly right now
i want the world to be like this:__________________
session time: 55mins subject: souk tools: mac/photos taken rotten in drive
[marching with honor]
[jump! run! escape!]
music played during session: daybreaker's bell - l'arc-en-ciel magick - klaxons replica - beck breathe me - sia 1115 - kimura kaela dura - ratatat anne - santogold girl - tori amos the best wooden toys come from germany - broken social scene presents: brandan canning
